Sunday, December 21, 2008

Not creative enough to think of one right now.

So 2008 is just about over... like what? 10 days or something left until the big countdown. Seems like 2008 was very short in a way. Maybe it's because there weren't exactly a lot of milestones for me this year. That doesn't mean this year wasn't absolutely amazing however I mean, wow, I had an incredible year. I'll probably never forget last New Years on msn with Kaitlyn:
"will you still love me in 2008?"
"OF COURSE! You'll see."

*NEW YEAR*

"HAPPY NEW YEAR!!"
"I still love you."

What kind of losers actually get a kick out of that? Us of course. So yea you "cool" people who went out and got drunk and made out with 17 different people in one night and probably don't even remember that night very well, srsly, give the simple things a try. My last memory of 2007 and first memory of 2008 was pretty epic! Can't wait to see what crazy shinnanigans we come up with this year!!

So the actual year. Grade nine haha. What a funny year. I'll never forget Westmin. I don't ever know what I think of it really, I loved it and I hated it. Grade nine was fun, probably the best year I've had so far. Grade nine Grad! Oh my god! Renting the limo with all ym best friends (except Kaitlyn). Amazing night, everyone (including me oddly) looked absolutely stunning and wow, it was amazing, just dancing and laughing and taking pictures and RYAN AND BRETT !!!! Me and Sierra's gay dates! Wow that night was pretty insane. I was really glad when it ended however, unfortunately a lot of Westmin followed me to high school, but I don't have to deal with it much. I really like high school so far, I've met some amazingly fantastic people. High school was a major wake up call for me, the work is hard and needs dedication and I'm very non-dedicated to everything. Grade 10 is amazing so far. But 2009 with probably be even better, can you beleive it's 4 months in already ?

I skipped over a huge thing in between grade nine and ten however. Summer 2008. The best summer, by far I've ever had in my entire life. Summer school was.... meh... well more like BLAH!!!! Summer school kinda sucked, I learned A LOT about sex though, pretty funny times. But after that, CITs at YoWoChAs... whoa... that was such a.... a month. Haha. It's kind of indescribable. I learned SO much about people. And even more about myself, camp really showed me a lot about myself, and changed me a lot I think, maybe for better. I don't really know. I learned I really don't build strong relationships, I'm way too trusting, and that I can't always be so negative and sometimes the best thing to do is forget all about what people think and say what you need to say. It was a fun month and it'll be very hard to forget, I could easily spend every summer there for the rest of my young life, but I don't think I will. The CITs and I don't really speak. And I sort of hate kids a little bit. I like them when they aren't my responsibility but, I can't look after kids, well I can, but I don't like to. I think I'll probably never have children. But anyway, CITs was pretty amazing and I really miss all the people I met there.

Anyways, I met a lot of new people this year but of course there's all year my best friends have been there through it all with me! Sierra, Kaitlyn, Kasandra, Skye, Ryan, James you guys rock my world!! I'd die without you!Of course there are lots of other little things, the new movies I saw, my first (and current) job which is pretty decent, new music, my first concert haha, honours, young author award, crushes here and there (all completely random jerk people cause those are the only people I'm attracted to), Canada Day at the river valley was pretty fun, and lots of other things.I've had a pretty awesome year obviously, let's make 2009 even better!
New Firsts
New Lasts
New Friendships
New Memories
New Questions
New Answers
New Ideas
New Regrets
PS: I MISS YOU SO SO SO SO SO MUCH BRETT AND FIONA !!